Life Is So Complicated...

What am I to do when I can not decide between what I want to do...and what I question?  It is not that I am questioning if it is wrong to do...I know it is not...but I just question if it is the right thing for me to do at the moment.  If something goes wrong it might change my decisions from here on out.  What if I am bitter and never trust again?  What if something goes horribly wrong and it changes my look on what is to come?  Will I ever view things the same way?  Will it change my whole plan for the future? I still do not know if I should go...but I know that I will.  That is just who I am.  I will try my hardest to make the best of the situation.  I mean, if I do not persevere, I will never know what could have been, or what could still be...and I will forever question my decision.  Sometimes I think that I should just has to take a chance.  It is alright if aspects of my life do not end up the way I had hoped, because in the end, the right thing will happen.  The right thing always happens, sometimes it is just hard me to recognize until  I am already consumed in it...but by then, I must realize that it is the most wonderful thing that could have ever happened and I would not have wanted it any other way.

 Yes.  I think I will go.